I’m not very good at dealing with time.

I lose track of it. I forget it.

I often don’t even know what day it is. And I normally have to check multiple times within a single day, because my brain doesn’t seem to see that as something I need to know and therefore, remember.

My old job required me to always know the date and day of the week. So I did alright then. But it took less than a day or two of that position being gone before I was in the oblivion of constant checking.

I have both an old-fashioned calendar in my bag and have finally got myself actually using Google calendar, synced to my Outlook, to keep my personal and work life as organized as I can. I set reminders on EVERYTHING, in Outlook, and Google, because otherwise, times and dates creep up and pass without my attention and I miss things and forget things.

I looked over at my wall next to the desk just a moment ago and had to laugh. I have my bulletin board, and next to it, a calendar that I stare at often when I’m in deep thought.

It’s still on June 2007.

Shows you how much attention I pay. Ha.

I think I’m going to just leave it there.

June had a pretty picture in that calendar.